August 9, 2008
Blackout
Tonight, is a special night. Why I’m saying that?? Actually, not really special. But I’ve long time no experience the long blackout night. I think 2 to 3 hours blackout in my living area. That’s why I’m saying that. So, the feeling of mine for this special blackout, just feel like I’m back to the past. No electrical… no TV… no internet… no fans… no radio… suddenly the silent surrounding me… the darkness cover all the views… I just can see the moon light… light up the land calmly, peacefully and smoothly… and the star shining in the sky… I feel really peaceful and quiet. Then, this make me recall my childhood… so simple and happiness… no stress… no suffering… everything simple.. and fire insect somemore… lighted up my childhood… the fresh air surrounding me… no air pollution… no noise pollution…. no land pollution… peaceful surrounding me. But the frustrated thing for me when blackout is… mosquito bite…. busy to scratch here and there… and hot too… haha… but this blackout really make me think a lot of matters… recall my memory… thinking of some friends I miss a lot… feel a lot of different feelings and emotions… I miss those days… happy day with some people I miss…
I miss you all….
August 6, 2008
I want to leave
I want to leave the Company…. a place which is make me unhappy… a place let me forget what happiness really is… a place always make me stress… a place make people crazy… I cant stay in such Company anymore… I cant I cant I cant……
I feel hurt…..
I feel strengthless….
I’m sad now….
How I should go through all of these…
I really tired…. who can support me???
I really feel lost now!! Like floating within galaxy finding a planet….
